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Fading Happiness December 30, 2009 Wednesday

Posted by mrvangeldren in Belleville, Family, Friends.
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Dear Mom,

I am sorry I am not the child you dreamed of. But can you please stop yelling at me and reminding me everyday how disappointed you are?

Sincerely yours,


Sometimes I look back when I was around the age of five and I remember my mom as this pure and happy person. I would tell her everything and even when she wasn’t listening I would know that she cared. I remembered her as being happy, but those memories of her are just that memories. Now all I see is a miserable woman and sometimes I can’t help but think that I am the cause of her misery. I am eighteen now and my mom constantly threatens to kick me out. She repeats it over and over that I am the cause of her problems and that she doesn’t need my shit.

Honestly mom I don’t need your shit, but I have no where else to go. So for now I guess I just have to deal.



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