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Collegeworthy? September 23, 2009 Wednesday

Posted by mrvangeldren in Belleville, Friends.
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9.22.09

9.22.09

College. We all have our plans for the future and most people know what they want to major in. Most people aren’t me. I cringe at the quesiton, ” Where do you wanna go?” or “What are you gonna major in?” In all honesty, I have no idea what I want to be and I do not know where I wanna go for college. Sure when I was younger and my parents asked me, “What do you wanna be when you grow up?” I would look at them and quick thought. I would simply say things general, such as, a doctor, a lawyer, or a fireman. Now that I so close to college I know I can be so general. What kid of doctor would I want to be? OR What type of field do I wanna study in?

I have fears of not getting accepted into colleges or just being so clueless and dumb. I feel so unprepared and that I will end up failing in the long run. I look around me and I see people who excel at certain things and are extraordinarily smart. I look at myself and think that I am just average. I don’t know what I wanna do and I don’t feel like there is anything out there for me.

Talking about college with Tram and Jeremy made me think about how I should look into something I might be interested in. I wanna see myself in a few becoming something more than just the average person you see on the street. I wanna be able to make a living and afford the things I love. I don’t wanna end up being miserable and confused. I wanna make something out of myself. I wanna be someone in my family who can honestly say that I have done something right school-wise. I wanna get out of Belleville and explore what there is to offer me.

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1. sunflwerlove - September 23, 2009 Wednesday

As far as your career goes, it’s up to you. Who said you HAD to pick a major your freshman year. As a senior in college, I didn’t even get into the classes that pertained to my major until last year. And what school to go to… the way I chose is I went to http://www.collegeboard.com and they have a survey about what you’re looking for in a school and they match the school to what you’re looking for. The school I ended up going to came up #1 on that list. You should try it! Good Luck!

mrvangeldren - September 23, 2009 Wednesday

Thanks. I don’t I just really want to have something planned. I need to start researching something I am interested in.


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